The Deep End - Kristen Ashley

Rather I think she wants a dominant that enjoys bottoming or maybe even a submissive top... but she's all crazy about this dude b/c while he's clearly turned on by being tied up and beaten he also clearly has some internal conflicts about doing so.  Maybe she'd be happy with a brat or a SAM (which are subs, but the way she talks about what she wants vs what she seems to actually like are a bit at odds).